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A Mother Is...

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my beautiful mommy

"A mother is the truest friend we have, when trials heavy and sudden, fall upon us; when adversity takes the place of prosperity; when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine desert us; when trouble thickens around us, still will she cling to us, and endeavor by her kind precepts and counsels to dissipate the clouds of darkness, and cause peace to return to our hearts."
Washington Irving


So true... I was blessed to have this lovely lady for my mother; a faithful friend through the joys and trials of life. I miss my mommy more than ever as Mother's Day approaches, nearly two years now since her passing. The hope of heaven helps my heart in my ongoing journey of grieving the loss of my mother and friend.

If your heart is heavy with the loss of a loved one, I encourage you to talk to a trusted friend, if possible. Grief is so deeply personal that we tend to turn inward with it and, too often, keep it there. Our friends wonder how we're doing, but aren't sure how to reach out to us. I am learning how to help my friends help me by initiating the conversation and sharing what's happening in my heart. Please consider, as well, visiting GriefShare to explore their helpful resources, such as local support groups and daily email encouragements.

"For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us."
Romans 8:18

Follow

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My "one little word" for 2011 is "follow". Follow was the first and only word that I thought of when I pondered one little word for the new year. In looking towards the next season of life, I am too often overcome with fear and... well... more fear. I anticipate changes ahead that will, no doubt, challenge me in every way. My weaknesses and limitations are more evident than ever and I can't see through the veil between the now and not yet how they will fit into my future life and the paths I might walk. In short, I'm in a constant battle with terror, dread, and sheer panic. So... follow... follow Christ... He is leading me into a future that He is preparing for me... there is no safer place to be. Follow.

Happy Epiphany!

Have Paintbrush... Will Travel...

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Oh.My.Word.

I love colors! I love paint! I'm not sure yet if I love painting, but as with every artistic endeavour I throw myself into, I wholeheartedly enjoy the process of collecting a stash of lovely supplies!! I get caught up in and overwhelmed by the world of color... how many blues or whites can a girl have? Not enough for me, apparently!!

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These are my colors, so far, both selected for specific projects and those I am still color-testing...



  • Martha Stewart Living - Talc

  • Martha Stewart Living - Aegean Blue

  • Martha Stewart Living - Artesian Well

  • Martha Stewart Living - Molasses (to mix with glaze for antiquing)


  • Behr Premium Plus Ultra - Polar Bear

  • Behr Premium Plus Ultra - Custom: Tracey's Robin's Egg Blue

  • Behr Premium Plus Ultra - Custom: The Nester's Robin's Egg Blue (SW Halcyon Green)

  • Sherwin Williams Duration - Meander Blue

  • Ralph Lauren Faux Aging Glaze - Tobacco, Tea Stain, Sun Fade

  • Behr Faux Antiquing Glaze

  • Rustoleum Chalkboard Paint

  • Various and sundry spray primers and paints

And these are some of my projects...

  • world globe - Chalkboard Paint (Rustoleum spray)
  • wood / rush chair - Robin's Egg Blue (Rustoleum 2X spray)
  • mini wall display hutch - Behr Polar Bear w/antique glaze
  • hanging wall hutch - Behr Polar Bear w/antique glaze
  • Ikea Leksvik buffet - Behr Polar Bear w/antique glaze
  • French Provincial chest of drawers - SW Meander Blue w/antique glaze
  • vintage tower bookshelf - Behr Polar Bear w/antique glaze
  • vintage hutch - The Nester's Robin's Egg Blue (SW Halcyon Green) w/antique glaze
  • brass chandelier - Robin's Egg Blue (Rustoleum 2X spray) [DONE]
  • ornamental oval frames - ?
  • ornamental mirror - ?
  • framed chalkboard - ?
I'll post before and after photos as I get through each project.

A Dream and a Hug

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For the second time since my mom died a year ago, I dreamed about her. The first time it happened, I dreamed she was dying in the hospital but, unlike the way it happened in real life, she was conscious and I was able to tell her how much I loved her and how she was the *best mother I could have ever wanted and how I *hoped I could be even half the mother she was. I told her how sorry I was for my arrogant and judgmental attitudes and remarks that wounded her here and there through the years, how sorry I was for my selfish ways that hindered our being together when we could have and how sad I was that circumstances beyond my control hindered our being together so many other times.

Last night, though, there were no words... she was just standing there and we hugged for a long time and I remember in my dream how good and soft she felt and how safe I felt.

Oh, God, I miss my mommy and her delicious hugs.

Missing Nana

"If seeds in the black earth can turn into such beautiful roses, what might not the heart of man become in its long journey toward the stars?"
- G.K. Chesterton


I miss you, my lovely Nana! Surely our good and faithful God nurtured you in your long journey and in you blossomed His most exquisite flowers... love and grace.

Weep

Weep... one little word for 2010...

I had no idea that my one little word for 2009 would take on so much more meaning than I anticipated or, in all honestly, ever wanted. Embrace. Losing both my mother and grandmother over the summer - within eight weeks of each other - brought daily opportunities to embrace God's will, embrace His plan, embrace an eternal perspective, and simply embrace HIM.

And so now I weep. Sorrow. Joy. Regret. Redemption.

And then there are no words... just tears.

Happy Epiphany!

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